Loss

Many souls were taken to God this week...

 

As I read about the young children and faithful teachers whose lives were taken in such a horrific way, my heart breaks.  All that is left is prayer.  I've been pondering my faith and the scriptures a lot this week.  Moments of peace have come.  I still know that God lives, and I find comfort that those who have passed, have gone straight to His loving arms.  Life is short.  I've been complaining about the "trying 3's," how hard it is to potty train 2 children at once, and how worried I am that Ashton will be autistic.  All that seems unimportant now.  I have my 3 kids at home with me.  I can kiss and hug them whenever I want.  My pain is nothing compared to those who are grieving now. 

 

 

Someone told me the shooter was autistic; labeled with the diagnosis of Asberger's.  What does this mean for the autistic community?  Instead of acceptance, will there be fear?  The fact that Aiden processes information differently can be a scary thing.  I don't always understand how Aiden sees the world.  Do I think autism had a role in what happened?  Maybe.  Do I trust my son?  Absolutely.  Is there some fear there?  Yes, but only that he will be bullied and feel helpless, alone, and afraid. 

http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/my-life-aspergers/201212/asperger-s-autism-and-mass-murder