Faith

Today, I'm exceedingly grateful for the one constant in my life--faith.  

Sometimes, I feel defeated, scared, discouraged, confused and overwhelmed by what life brings.  A speaker in church said something a couple months ago that stuck with me.  "Are you willing to put our Heavenly Father in the driver's seat?"  Am I?  I think I have in many, many aspects of my life.  Baptism, marriage, and having children are 3 of my most cherished blessings--gifts from following the spirit.  

Each Sunday I'm reminded of what is most important, and the happiness and joy that comes from living by faith despite my day to day challenges.  For me, it is much easier to let the "ways of the world" defeat me, than it is to put all things in His hands.  I need to remember that He didn't do it all in one day, so why do I think I need to or even can?  I pray that I will not get discouraged during this journey, but always remember there is GREAT purpose and meaning behind our struggles.  Aiden's baby blessing says, " you will have many trials to overcome."  His trials are different than mine.  They are for him to experience, so he can grow in faith.  I pray I can help him along his journey with our Heavenly Father's direction.  I know he is my baby boy for a reason.  I also pray, that Aiden meets people with the patience to help him overcome his sensory challenges, and he learns to communicate effectively.  One day, this heartache will be filled with incredible joy.  What a blessing it will be to have a conversation with my son!

And the answer is yes, I am willing to put Him in the driver's seat.  I've seen too many miracles in my life to deny His presence and eternal love for His children.